The Future

The future, my friend, is in the past.

In that past you left behind.

In one of the narrow lanes you did not take;

Or forgot to ask about.

In the euphoria of a million neon signs

That jostled for their right to hoodwink your senses

Yes, that’s where the future must be.

 

For, this cannot be the future.

This future is darker than dark itself

Murkier than the depths of hell

Gloomier than the cold dark and wet sky

You will never see while dying of thirst In an arid desert.

 

Yes, my friend, this is not the future.

This is your present.

Your here and now.

Your future as built by your choices in the past,

Where you had a chance to build a better future.

The future is yet to come.

And when it does, it will be built upon the present

You have in your hands today.

 

And what shall you make of it then?

The Big Dream

So there’s this place, see? And it’s very much like where I want to be – all the time – but never am? And it looks exactly like my dreams have ever been all about? Except that, you never really go beyond the surface in your dreams, do you? I mean really dig deeeeeeeep into that top icing on the pineapple cake and discover that it’s actually just a cold slice of pizza with peanut sauce on top, layered with white sweet icing. Now you may like pizza and peanut sauce, but I don’t and so, it’s like a nightmare?

Anyway, so I am thinking going after your dreams isn’t really all that it’s made out to be? Unless you’ve really dreamt it through … and by the time you get through the first three thousand and two hundred dreams, and find the top 5 that are really good dreams to go for, you’d probably be like 60 maybe?

So I see the point of existence of people who don’t do anything, but just dream … makes more sense than working hard at something you were never sure of in the first place and then there was too much hardwork invested in it for you to let go and then what do you know – a decade’s gone by, the mortgage payments are halfway through, the kids are grown up (as much they want to anyway) and rock really starts sounding like rocks … yeah, I can finally see the wisdom in just sitting on that fence, letting your head stay on that colleage-day cloud and dreaming that big dream … and dreaming that big dream … and dreaming that big dream…